Such a cold and cheerless Lunar New Year

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As I said before, I have had no relish for any festival since I grew up for there is nothing funny I would like to do except sitting in front of my laptop, and this may be my last Spring Festival I would spend in Wuhan, and I expected this Spring Festival to be exceptional. However, to my surprised, I have not received any call for blessing but several notes, which just are my responses in return for my notes. I seem like being deserted by this world. Depressed~

As for the family reunion dinner in the Lunar New Year's Eve, I am really in the hope that I have not taken part in it this year just like I did last year. As a matter of fact, not all Chinese people are so much hospitable as those from other counties anticipate, and even more hypocritical. A case in point is that one of my friends, who invited his two foreign friends to his house for dinner, complained that his friends did eat up their meals without standing upon ceremony. However, my understanding is that we have been nurtured in different cultures, which mean foreigners prefer to be straightforward. As such, they are endowed with the sporting blood, and not bothered about trifles. Admiring~

Still, I am a little bit scared for there are less than two weeks left before my departure, and I cannot imagine what if a life would be without my parents' accompanying. What is more, there is only one person I know there, and I am wondering if he could be dependable or I can just rely on myself. Maybe, just as the lines from the movie "Gone with wind", which is also one of my favorite films, "Tomorrow is another day…"  Awaiting~